About blogging and other dummy stuff - part 2

Maybe you are asking yourself what else I can say about this subject ( just a reminder here – the subject is blogging and reincarnation – no relation between them though , none , if you can see one is something wrong with you ). One more thing I have to say or maybe more, you know I was mentioning that time when I was going through that face and I spending time thinking about people I know and tried to find a “position” for them in my previous lives :), like:

-         Are people who love you forever or just for a while, but the point is that at one moment they did love you, no? this is what it counts in the end . Now they can be divided in many sub-categories but I am won’t spend my time going through that, you know what love is , right? and all the flavors and colors of it ? ( if no , just send me an email  ). In my reincarnation “schema” all these people were loving me before , I mean in my previuous lives , and if they got out of leaving me is just that I did something wrong then and now ( here I am absolutely positive ).

-         people you work with and they can not stand you – we were enemies in some past battles

-         people you are hanging out with , friends , but they torturing you once in a while – they were your executioners

-         people you respect a lot because they taught you or they were just very nice with you when you least expected – they were your teachers in your previous lives and they love you kindly forever .

and so one ..

this is how I messed up my brain for a while thinking about all that and at one moment I found out that reincarnation doesn’t work like “ this life I am a women , with black hair and next life I will be a beautiful blonde  ” nonono , technically doesn’t work like that , you can be a “bug” in your next life , you know? My first reaction was “nono , I want to be a butterfly “ , but this is not working either , you cannot choose what you want to be and at that moment I just gave up on it . The truth is I read a lot about this subject since then , I know more about it now and still I can’t believe something like that is possible , even though it would be nice to see you guys again 

Why did I write about it then ? because a few days ago I meat an old colleague of mine and when I asked him “how are you” he said “ I want to be reincarnated in a stone at the bottom of the ocean” , I started laughing and I told him “nonono , technically this is not possible , doesn’t work like that” , and then he started bs-ing about it and I just remembered the time when I was “all about reincarnation” .  And it is one more reason why I wrote all these , because one of my friend complained that I did not post something on my blog for a long long time and this friend is the only one reading all the dummy things I write here, and see ? I got to the blogging subject  - but about that next time

About blogging and other dummy stuff

1- do I believe in reincarnation ?
I really don't and that's because I am Christian and based on that you can not believe in something like that, is just dummy even to mention it or to try to talk with an other Christian about it, all my discution with them ended with the same question “do you believe in God?” and in my mind I was screaming “ what this has to do with it ?” , but anyway I am not talking about it anymore .
A year an a half ago I was reading what I consider a dummy book , some doctor was treating depression and anxiety attacks by hypnosis and some time regression techniques, and based on that story reincarnation was real.
I took all that as a fiction, but you know that “stroller syndrome” no? – When you have a baby in a stroller you just realize how many other people are pushing a stroller :), till then you just didn’t see them - the same happened to me, all I heard, read or people talked to me was about reincarnation. I have a crazy friend, I mean his all into yoga, meditation … all kind of strange stuff for a Christian :), and he told me that in all my past and coming lifes, I will meat the same people over and over again just in different situation, for example - my actual mother can be my sister in my next life... Now that scared the hell out of me, wow I thought, I don’t really like that, but you know how crazy ideas are getting stuck in your brain and they are hunting you till you accept them or at least you take the time to think at them ? don’t you? (I can’t be the only crazy person on the planet :)), I did not accept that but I was thinking about it, I looked around, I spend time thinking about all the people I know or knew and how did I meat them and what impact they had in my life – believe me it was big shit going on in my brain :). Then in the same time I went in a businesses trip and meat 2 new people, I never saw them before and unexpectedly I liked them a lot and I felt like I know them for a long long time - I know what you think now but you can be wrong , you know. :). I don’t know what to write anymore , I ran out of steam , but I will continue this fiction soon :)

I didn't say anything about blogging ? :) oh, right , maybe next time